Am I Worth Your Love

You send my heart a flutter
When I look into your eyes I stammer and stutter
I feel so close yet so far away
You talk and hint of going but here you stay
I don't understand what I can do for you
You don't have to do anything to make me swoon
I've proved to prove yet not past the test,
Just put under the category of all the rest.

Love is such a horrid thing
You lose control and feel like you have wings
Say things you would never say
Have deep breathless kisses that make you sway
Venerable.
Distance is intolerable
Goodbye is even worse
Left lonely with no self worth.
It's a tiring game
But I love to play it all the same
I'll fight for you if you fight for me
Time in time we will see.

Till Death Do Us Part

I can't get you out of my head
I'm so tired of sitting alone in my bed
Waiting for a call to come and dry my tears
And mend my broken heart of many years.
Is it too much to ask for you to care?
Instead I get a death cold stare
Waiting for me to make the move
When all I really want is for you to sooth
My pain that your causing me to feel.
Sometimes I pretend that you aren't real
Just a figure of my imagination
Who leaves me gasping for air with every kissing sensation
It's so hard for me to just let you go
My heart is ripping me apart screaming NO!
Your silence keeps me wondering
What can I do to get her something?
But that something isn't me at all.
I want to call you an ass for making me fall
In love with you, but I can only blame my soul
For making me so attached and making you a goal
Well, I guess it's time to do or die...
So, I love you and goodbye.

Court of Hearts

I lay back in denial
While my heart stands on trial
I fight back tears
Of your hunger that veered

My dreams have foretold
But my ignorance refused to behold
I await for something to be true
And huddle up in pain whispering "I will never stop loving you"

My body is shaking, I want to scream
As if that could keep me sewn in a loving seam
The monster is back and yelling in my head
I fight to stay strong and not do what others dread

I begin to question everything I am
Why can't I seem to keep you around Sam?
What started with love suddenly turned to lust
And I will watch you walk away as I slowly turn to dust.

Ray

I find it hard to choke back tears,
Even though it has only been a few years,
Since you left me on this day
With only melodies and memories to stay.

You had your own style
Starting with a white mane and a big naughty smile
That could give almost any bad day
A small delight, all because of a man called Ray

I remember you driving that big brown rig.
I wish you'd come home again jiggady-jig
And sing a long with a cassette tape
With a "ha cha cha" over any mistake.

I remember our ice cream runs and watching soul
Shine through while you played your trombone
I wish I could still call you on the phone
And share a joke - anything to hear your voice again.

To say "I miss you" would be an understatement
Because no one could ever find a replacement
For my best friend, my grandpa, my Bobby.

I can speak for almost everybody
When I say, I know your not too far away
Because in my heart and your favorite pond you will always stay. <3



--Storm Chaser

Depressed Love

I feel like an unpaid whore
Don't know if I can stand it anymore
I put my heart on the line
But you don't even show a sign
Jump here jump there
Let's not talk about being a pair
I'm so tired of this shit
Acting like you don't care a bit
I am about to explode
Lets watch the damn story unfold

Spring Has Sprung

Brittle and cold, desperate and out of control
Live in a view is scattered and skewed
A caged design with nothing but bone for an outline
Hiding away I'm losing my way
But what does this winter really matter?
Start saying goodbye
I'm not going to say why
It may shatter my perfect hidden world
I've been stuck in inter until you appeared
Like a ray of light in to my dark night
You've lit me up, I finally feel alive
With spring now sprung my hearts no longer numb
Saving my soul; I give you my heart to hold
At your delight please hold me tight
Finally I feel enough, I hope you know it's you I love.

Backstabbers

The truth comes out dramatically
But you still stand there classically
Lingering in silence
This is your chance

Holding composure though seams are worn
It's time to let go and be reborn
Though some people have changed
Lets go and find your place

My head is confused by action
Hypocritical correction
Acceptable imperfection
Leave no room for your affection

I thought you were my friend
But you have shown me that your just a trend
Go on and try to bring down my confidence
Because I am already far from distant.