Wednesday, April 4, 2012

I Have Changed, Haven't I?

Things are repeating but differently
I want to say I've changed
You make it very clear I haven't

I feel my world spiraling down
Only one thing is keeping me afloat
And it's standing there with a knife
Cutting me down like the life I try to leave behind

You make it hard to try to stay "satisfied"
When you tell me you care but never let it show
How many times do I have to wonder
Am I worth a single positive thought?

Little you now, those words will fester in my mind
You'll never see though
My smile glows and hides my pain and depression
You won't suspect a thing

I cling on tight to one last thing
Hope
Maybe someday you will see the change that I feel

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