Monday, April 4, 2011

Unwanted Precious Memories

The sunset was weird today. I expected "strawberry milk" and "purple cotton candy" but instead I saw nothing by gray. Gray with fire where the sun should be. I got a chill down my spine as i thought about fire in the sky, though the chilly breeze didn't help the cause. I let out a sigh as I got closer to my car. "It would be nice if someone was with me to hold my hand and laugh as I slipped and skidded across the parking lot..." THERE I GO AGAIN! Why can't I keep him off my mind?! When I turn on my car A Fine Frenzy's "Almost Lover" comes through the speakers. I wanted to die, not only is the universe punishing me but it's mocking my misery too! I want to call him, scream at him, punch him, make him hurt like I am! I want to hold his hand, look him in the eyes, kiss him like none of this ever happened! "Should've known you'd bring me heartache, almost lovers always do." Stupid song.


~Storm Chaser

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